adoriblexd

so this is life..

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 17:24:40 GMT

i haven't written in this thing because well i havent had a lot of time to. Bascially all I do it work Tues-Friday 12-9 =\. Its actually not that bad. It just gets boring not being able to see anyone you know all day long. Atleast Greg comes in and visits me sometimes lol.Im not going to school and I didn't even graduate from RFK. So I have to look into getting myself into a GED program. I never really thought that I would be taking my GED but whatever. I have to buy a new ipod because mine fuckin sucks shit. I don't really even know if I want to buy a new one since mine started to act up when it was only 6 months old. FUCKIN SHIT. My 18th birthday is coming and im pretty excited. I think im going to do something pretty big for it so yayyy partayyyyy. ok that is all.

blah

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:48:48 GMT

this summer sucks

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 01:49:30 GMT

Something that people need to understand. I do not care if you don't like me. Its not my goal in life to get approval from someone so useless. People like you focus on everyone elses flaws only because your so unhappy with all the things you constantly fail at. Call me whatever you want,its not going to bother me. Its pretty sad that someone who is going on 20 years old has to sit and talk about me in there journal. Don't you have anything better to do? Now whos the one who is acting 12 years old?

Mon, 01 May 2006 17:52:24 GMT

I really haven't written in this thing for a long time..

but now I did

go me

touch down look around everyones the same

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 07:35:03 GMT

im tired of people being in my buisness. if i have a problem with someone why include yourself in it. its not your problem and you shouldn't have to say what you feel about the entire thing. it doesn't even have anything to fuckin do with you..who gives a shit about your opinion.

other then that i haven't gone to school in almost two weeks. its really hard to be there and i hate itttt. i cant stand walking around in the hallways i feel like a zombie and everyones all happy and jumpy around me. I wish I could get home schooling. i hate people and how fake they can be. how someone you trust can turn around and do the most fucked up thing to you. i hate it all.

woah baby

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 04:17:06 GMT

havent written in this thing for awhile

but all im gonns say iss

i need to stop dango-ing cause then i get the ill munchies and eat all day lmao

i dont need to gain weight so yeah foh real

I cant take ittt

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 18:09:18 GMT

I HATE SCHOOL UGH

YAY

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 06:37:58 GMT

I got coheed ticketsssssss

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:51:44 GMT

does anyone have new years picturesss

i wanna see

SO THiS iS THE NEW YEAR

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 23:48:41 GMT

Last night was so amazingg

I was suprised at how many people actually showed up to the party. There was no drama and everyone was just enjoying other peoples company. Everyone got together upstairs to watch the ball drop and I seriously felt so perfect..I know it sounds gay but I couldn't think of anyone else to be surrounded by then all my friends. Everyone hugged eachother and man it was awesome.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 05:02:28 GMT

So excited for tomorrow

DORi BLE xD [11:58 PM]: You seriously have to do something at this party..
DORi BLE xD [11:58 PM]: That we talk about until the next new years party
CSSSG [11:58 PM]: LOL
DORi BLE xD [11:58 PM]: hahah
CSSSG [11:58 PM]: Wow...
CSSSG [11:58 PM]: That's a good point.
CSSSG [11:58 PM]: We're still talking about the BJ
DORi BLE xD [11:59 PM]: Yeah I know lOL
DORi BLE xD [11:59 PM]: andit happened a year ago
CSSSG [11:59 PM]: That's a funny point.

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 22:21:18 GMT

This week has been great..hopefully it only gets better

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 01:12:34 GMT

So tomorrow I am adding a new hole

woo hoo

nd then hanging out with Rich for his birthday

woo hoo

hopefully I dont see anyone that I hate

*cough hair back cough*

Bus Strike

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 21:47:40 GMT

Thank God the strike is over today. Yesterday I walked from my school (rfk) to my house in ELMHURST. I thought I was going to die. Thank god I wasn't alone and Anthony was with me..I feel bad that he had to hear me complain for all that time. We left the school at 2 and got home at 5 lmao.

Some birthday I had pshh and just like that its over

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 19:42:57 GMT

Are you aware Of how much you complicate me And are you aware Your words suffocate me And don't deny You're talking behind my back to your friends And don't deny One day you'll need me, need me All my life I've been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked And we never planned on this disaster When will I let it go?

hahahah

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 09:42:40 GMT

A DORi BLE xD [3:49 AM]: wait ..i wanna tell u what my mom said tonight about you LOL
CSSSGL [3:49 AM]: uh oh
A DORi BLE xD [3:49 AM]: she goes i hope when u get older u marry a nice boy..and im like..uhm ok and she goes someone like phil ..
DORi xD [3:49 AM]: i was shocked
A DORi xD [3:49 AM]: lmao so yeah she thinks ur a nice boy
PHILL [3:50 AM]: Yeah, that's a nice thing, I guess, haha
PHILL [3:51 AM]: So, when we gonna get married? 2013?
A DORi xD [3:51 AM]: Sure lOL
PHILL [3:51 AM]: Nice.
PHILL [3:51 AM]: Have some babies.
PHILL [3:51 AM]: Raise a little army.
PHILL [3:51 AM]: World Domination.
A DORi xD [3:51 AM]: LOL you have to think of there names
PHILL [3:51 AM]: "This is my daughted Cancer... and my son Titties."
A DORi xD [3:52 AM]: AHAHAH
PHILL [3:52 AM]: "This is Spangle and this is Doody Flicker"
A DORi xD [3:52 AM]: lmao poepla re gonna think we hate our children
PHILL [3:52 AM]: "This is our son Tsunami"
A DORi xD [3:53 AM]: and this is our daugher twin towers
PHILL [3:53 AM]: LOL!
PHILL [3:53 AM]: We're gonna have 911 kids.
A DORi xD [3:53 AM]: HAHAHAh
PHILL [3:53 AM]: Each one of them with a terrible name.

Concerrrtt

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 20:42:22 GMT

Man last night deff was the best concert i've been to in a long time..

Mewithoutyou wasn't as bad as I thought and they were all really funny..especially the drummer LMAO. At the end he threw flowers into the audiance and I got a few rose pedals lmao aww. I thought Dredg was good but no one else seem to like them. Seriously I felt like I was the only one singing along to there songs. Oh well Greg seemed to like them also. THE BLOOD BROTHERS OMG LMAOOO. THIS WAS THE BEST. When they came out I seriously didn't execpt them to look like ten year old boys!! They were so cute though and awesome. At there last song when they played ceicla the guitar player came down and let everyone by us play it lmaoo. Me and Greg were going crazy..well more like greg LMAOOO it was so funny. Then the singer came down and was singingin right infront of us I touched him and my hands were covered in sweat ew and then lindsey SLAPS HIS ASS ROFLMAO!! MAN I LOVE THAT GIRL!! and then i was like hey why didnt i think of that! AHAHA. Well ofcourse Coheed was last and they were amazing.<3 CLAUDIO<3 I was so happy we stayed in the front the entire night. I would really go see them again..for the third time! haha. I stayed home today AGAIN. Man I miss to much school.

THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR????

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:25:20 GMT

DONT YOU LOVE LOVE LOVE ..when the people who are suppose to be ur "best friends" only talk to you when its good for them. Im not gonna sit here and wait until your ready to talk to me its not my fault you dont know how to deal with more then one friend at a time. Now who really is the trading card?

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 08:32:52 GMT

Hung out with Marcel,Spiro and Troy tonight and it was fun. It was cool just being teh three of us. We went to Spiros for awhile and then the diner. Marcel took me home and we sat infront of my house talking and eating ice cream and I got to keep his haha. Give it to grandma my ass. I come to realize that Im so happy not being with someone in a relationship. I mean not sayin I dont want to but if I dont its not going to kill me. I don't need people to do things for me Im kinda better off on my own and with my friends. Im tired of being always asking me why I dont have a boyfriend lol it gets annoying like im expected to have one, niggah please.

Anyway tomorrow is moms birthday so I don't think im coming out. Its the big 35! hahah

I love everyoneee <3

I got something you can't touch..

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:07:37 GMT

When I was on the bus I was listening to my Ipod when this guy hands me a piece of paper that says...hello call me and his number and his name. I told him I had a boyfriend of two years(haha) and that I coudlnt call him. He right away told me that my realationship with my boyfriend was puppy love and that he didn't want to be my boyfriend right away we could just be friends. He was seriously like 40 guys. I told him that I was under 18. Also he actually got off at my stop when he was suppose to get off like ten steps later walked me to the steps of my school and told me that he's not trying to break me and my boyfriend up that he just wants to be friends at first and see what happens. MAN! I fucking ripped up his number as soon and I got inside. I was so fuckin annoyed and I didn't know how to tell this guy to fuck off either. Why don't I have a mouth when I need it. Sheesh.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 21:27:18 GMT

Man im so upset..why is it so hard to get a job..I know im 16 but sheesh. =\

I hope someone hires me

I hope you die right now won't you drink my chemical

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 05:32:34 GMT

Listen Bitch,,

First off if I hate you and don't talk to you what makes you think that you can go and write on my friends myspace. Get the fuck out of here. Your a back stabbing boy stealing slore bag and don't care about anyones feelings. Maybe its best that your alone all the time..I can't belive I acutally took pitty on you and introduced you to my friends its pretty obvious why you dont have any...

CUNT

rosencrantz rocks my socks

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 19:54:03 GMT

holler this weekend was awesome

hung out with tina

i miss carly and marcel lol

<33 yeah this is pointless

...i like a boy *blushes*

im hungry and dont want to do wash...

i hate school and homework

I LOVE ROSENCRANTZ lmao

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 08:14:16 GMT

MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately..so I would rather just write them down here then anywhere else. Is it bad that I only can trust a few girls in my life? Sometimes when I see like these huge groups of girls I get a little upset that most of my friends are guys. But its like..you can't really trust a lot of girls out there. Even the people who think are your best friends can let you down.

Whatevvv

Tonight was fun atleast hung out with Spiro,Sam,Cat,Moshe,Andrew,Nick,Marcel,Greg,Lindsey,Rob and there was an apperance made by Jay. Went to the Endzone with people watch two bands then went to Andrews and watched a movie. After that me and rob played man hunt with nick and marcel in there cars hahaha I was dying. Rob kept going down one ways and crap man o man.

p.s- spiro im not mad i was only kidding to make you think i was..i still love you even though u say i suck things..

Should of said something but Ive said it enoughh

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 06:55:19 GMT

Dont you LOVE when someone who is suppose to be your best friend for 8 years hangs out with your EX BOYFRIEND without you and tells you that shes thinking about going out with him??

When is this going to stop sucking??